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I hate the feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or they try to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it, and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me so defeated by life when can't find the strength to smile in those moments.


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I have no idea what is wrong with me now. Someone, please entertain me :'(