SUBLIMINAL PERCEPTION

Cause tonight i'm feeling like an astronaut

2012-01-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

HI GUYS. I'm gonna post about Simple Plan concert yesterday :-D Before Simple Plan, I've watched 2 concerts this month: Foster The People and The People's Party (Metronomy, The Naked and Famous, Bombay Bicycle Club & The Jezabels). They were amazing, but Simple Plan was THE PERFECT concert as far in 2012, because I've waited for them since 2007 yyeah...
And I got the meet & greet with them btw... I can't tell it to you because it's very long story lolll

The pics!

the ticket!

Jeff Stinco

Pierre Bouvier

Sébastien Lefebvre
THE CONCERT WAS AWESOME. I cried when they sang This Song Saved My Life and Perfect. And guess what? I got Pierre's towel btw :')

Pierre's towel, ticket and necklace

Even though I'm all wet when I got home because of muddafuggin rain, but it doesn't matter because I'm so fuckin happyyYYyyy :-)

ps: I didn't got the good pictures of Chuck and David, so I didn't post it :\ and as I already said on the previous post, my camera was broken, so I must borrowed my uncle's camera when I went to concerts. And my uncle gave me his camera one day before SP's gig because he brought it to Kalimantan for some business, sooo I didn't took the pictures at FTP and People's Party gigs :---(

twothousandandtwelve

2012-01-08T01:56:00.001-08:00

I feel a difference in the air

As if something's lingering there

My breath comes out, a warming mist

Made visible when the temperatures kissed

I welcome this arriving cold

And cling to this cherished gold

Because time will grow forever old

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HI GUYS!!! It's been forever since my last post. Sorry for not updating my blog, school's killing me. So many homeworks and exams ugh, and then my laptop is gone (fuck the bastards who stole it) so I can't updated this blog. So many things that happened to my life in 2011. Anyway, I went to JRL, Bigwave Festival, Linkin Park, and Soulnation gigs last year!!! I got free tix for Bigwave Fest, Linkin Park (from my mom's friend) and Soulnation btw, hehe :p. The bad thing is I didn't brought the camera to all of that gigs, because my camera was broken :\ but I took the pictures with my phone (except JRL and Soulnation).

Panic! At The Disco at Bigwave Festival (bad quality, I knoooow)

And I'm gonna watch Foster The People, The People's Party (Metronomy, The Naked and Famous, Bombay Bicycle Club & The Jezabels), Simple Plan and You Me At Six this yeaaar!!! So stocked. foreverconcertweirdox0x0

Anyway, Happy 2k12!!!

אַליין

2011-06-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

Alone on the outside
Always looking in
Alone on the inside
Where emptiness will always win

I thought I had a place before
With friends who wanted me
They don't hear me anymore
I don't know where I'm supposed to be

I don't have much to talk about
Absolutely nothing with me is new
Another conversation I'm left out
But I don't see what I can do

Quiet all day but noticed by no one
They're too distracted to care
Being by yourself is never fun
The loneliness is hard to bear

And inside I'm cracking
Waiting for a final stone
For a reason to start crying
Wishing for a place to call home

There's no point of crying
Over not having people near
I've even given up trying
Cause no one would ever hear

If only someone could realize
With the sight to see me so far away
Maybe then I could finally cry
With a sense of it being okay

Maybe I'm just being greedy
Thinking I deserve a true friend
When I know there are more needy
So with these people I'll play pretend

MAY FUCKIN 14TH

2011-05-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! Finalllly, national examination is over!!! I'm free now~~
Btw, i'm gonna post 'bout The Downtown Fiction, Hey Monday & A Rocket To The Moon concert on Saturday. Yup, i watched it with my friends. Here's some photos that i took:

Cameron Leahy - The Downtown Fiction

Alex Lipshaw & Mike Gentile - Hey Monday

Alex Lipshaw - Hey Monday

Cassadee Pope - Hey Monday

A Rocket To The Moon

Nick Santino & Eric Halvorsen - A Rocket To The Moon

Nick Santino - A Rocket To The Moon

Andrew Cook & Justin Richards - A Rocket To The Moon

L-R: Nick, Halvo & Justin

THE SHOW WAS EPIC!!! But the crowd was so asdfkg... The wildest crowd i've ever seen. And you know what? I fuckin touched Cassadee's hand! When the show was over, me and my friends decided to took a rest for a while near the stage, annnd suddenly we heard many people screamed around and ran into the baricade. Guess what? ARTTM got out from the backstage to give the signature! AND THEY FUCKIN SIGNED MY TICKET OMGOMG! Wanna see my ticket? :-P

Andrew, Justin & Halvo's. Lol Halvo hit Justin's sign -_-

Santino's

U JELLY???? Hee :-------P And i talked to Halvo for a minute, and he's very kind :') I'll always remembered that moment when i told him that i love him and he smiled at me... I love you my mouth breather loljk -_-v

Well, see you on the next post :D

Wish Me Luck!

2011-04-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

mindfuck, eh? :p

Hi, bloggy! Long time no post. I've been busy for studying lately, because next week i will have national examination. So... wish me luck, guys! Xx

Study Tour Bandung

2011-01-14T07:52:00.000-08:00

2 days ago, i went to Bandung for my school field trip with my friends.
Our first destination is Saung Angklung Mang Udjo. After that, we went to Riau Street for shopping. Seriously, this year's field trip doesn't interesting at all. The only thing that interested me just because this is my last field trip in junior high school with my friends :\

Here's the pictures!

Some of the perfomances.

I got necklace from this place.

Udjo Ngalagena, the founder of Saung Angklung Udjo.

Mickey :p

Yeah, you must already know what is this.

Yup! It's me! Taken by one of my friends.

Some of the merchandise.

On the way Jakarta.

sunset ;)

That's all. Bye :)

Hello Goodbye

2011-01-01T09:28:00.000-08:00

*sorry for bad quality pictures, you know it's hard to took fireworks picture -_-
"2010 was a year of learning, growing, crying, laughing, heart break and love. Time to put '10 into good use and show '11 what's up!"
- Kara Diakoulas

Hello 2011. Goodbye 2010, thanks for the memories.

Last Post

2010-12-30T04:55:00.000-08:00

Most people probably think that i have a good life. Guess what you're wrong. My life has been fucked up.

Still can't believe that tomorrow's already New Year's Eve. Feels like yesterday i just celebrated New Year's Eve with my family, and tomorrow i'll do that again. Time flies so fuckin fast.
By the way, this is my 2010 memories:
1. World Cup & AFF. Especially when me and my friend played "frustasi" on bbm with hastags. Like #frustasijermannggagolgol #frustasibrazilkalah #frustasimalaymenang and blah blah blah.
2. All Time Low Concert, 4/8/10. The day when i watched them live with my own eyes. The day when i met Jack stand infront of me. The day when i was in the middle of the crowd and shouted "ALL TIME LOW" with 4000 people. Never forget this day.
3. Convoy Haqata 9 & Haqata 9! Gonna be the best memories EVER with 24. :')
4. When i laughed so hard with my friends until i can't breathe.
And too much memories that happened in this year. Not the worst year ever, but not as good as 2008. 2011, be my year please.

This is gonna be the last post in 2010. Have a nice holiday :)

Words

2010-12-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

*Both are from All Time Low's lyrics HEHE.

Btw, today i turn to 14th. Yep, today is my birthday hehe :D
Anddd, i edited some of my older post. Sorry if it makes your dashboard full.

Welcome To 'Spooky Island'

2010-12-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

Convoy Haqata 9 (27/11)

The poster ;)

Senayan.

Tennis Indoor Senayan, ~~my second home~~ (you know what i mean -_-).

Semanggi

Flyer

H - 1 & Haqata 9 (10/12 - 11/12)

Mind if i called this Spooky Doll? (I know it isn't a doll -_-). For decoration.

The stage!

Some of grade 7th, their job is to pick up the litter.

The decoration.

Ruben & Andari

Perfomance by HiVi!

Perfomance by The Lucky Laki.

Perfomance by Mocca.

*I didn't took BLP, Tony Q Rastafara and DJ Bonzo photos, btw. :\
For you who didn't came to Haqata 9, you must be regreted :)
Haqata 9 is A Day To Remember for 24! I'm gonna miss that day so much :'(

2010-11-28T05:20:00.001-08:00

HAQATA 9th "SPOOKY ISLAND"
11 DEC 2010 @ SMP BAKTI MULYA 400. HTM: RP. 25.000,00
GUEST STAR: TONY Q RASTAFARA (FEAT. PERCUSSION BM 400), DEAD VERTICAL, THE LUCKY LAKI, DJ BONZO, MOCCA, BARRY LIKUMAHUWA, ETERNAL MADNESS
FEATURING: HiVi, CALIBER FOR THE HEROES, DIVIDE, CHATTE!, FRONT FENCE, REBIN, KAKI LIMA

PRESALE: Rp. 20.000,- (sold out)
ON THE SPOT: Rp. 25.000,-

Be there!

*ps: sorry, long time no post. School drives me crazy :s

Am I Lucky?

2010-10-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i can be the lucky girl ;-)
you can see another replies here ;)

I tweeted nonsenses to them, i thought they'll never replied me. But see? The fact is, they are!
You jelly? Hehe.

MAYBE IT'S NOT MY WEEKEND, BUT IT'S GONNA BE MY YEAR

2010-08-05T09:05:00.001-07:00

Yap, you're right! I'm gonna post about All Time Low concert yesterday :D :D

My hand :-P

Jack with his 'bra' -_-

Jack - Alex
Jack - Zack - Alex
Alex - Zack
One words about the concert: AWESOME!!! Me want more!!!

But unfortunately, they didn't sing Remembering Sunday and Therapy :'(

Look what they post on their twitter:

Alex: Holy damn! That was so sick! Thank you, Jakarta! I never wanna leave.
Zack: Thank u jakarta! Amazing show!
Rian: *hmm idk, he doesn't tweeted anything after concert*
Jack: 4000 kids in Jakarta! Unreal! Love you http://twitpic.com/2bk899

This is the pic that Jack posted after concert:

I'm proud to say that i was there :')

"Jakarta is our second home!" "I wanna move here!" - Alex & Jack

AHHHH I'M GONNA MISS YOU ATL! SEE YOU ON THE NEXT SHOW! :")

2010-07-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

From Gogirl! magz.

Straight To DVD :).

Jack's quote -_-

H - 8 until All Time Low's concert! Can't fuckin wait to meet them :$
*sorry if i post nonsense, i'm bored-_-

правда

2010-07-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

"Unrequited Love, atau cinta tak berbalas, adalah hal yang paling bisa bikin kita ngais tanah. Untuk tahu kalau cinta kita tak berbalas, rasanya seperti diberitahu bahwa kita tidak pantas untuk mendapatkan orang tersebut. Rasanya, seperti diingatkan bahwa kita, memang tidak sempurna, atau setidaknya tidak cukup sempurna untuk orang tersebut."
- Marmut Merah Jambu, Raditya Dika.

Damn.

2010-07-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

There are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't. What you've got to do is turn around and say: "watch me".

Addicted

2010-05-26T00:13:00.000-07:00

shaun the sheep

Green

2010-05-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

Random photoshoot on my backyard with my Holga 120 CFN and my grandma's orchid.

....

2010-04-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

I hate the feeling when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong or they try to cheer up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it, and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me so defeated by life when can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

............
I have no idea what is wrong with me now. Someone, please entertain me :'(

I Love You

2010-04-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

Maybe i will like someone else, but it won't be the same. I love you, and i still do. No one else will compare to you, no one else will be the same, or even close. I will never be able to give all of myself to you. I will always look for you in everyone i meet. I wish i could tell you this.

I just wanna say...

The Breath Of The Morning

2010-02-19T06:31:00.000-08:00

The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.
If you think something will make you happy, go for it.
Remember that we pass this way only once.

Loner

2010-02-14T04:25:00.000-08:00

There are so many stars in the sky but only some are radiant enough to catch your attention. Among those that you chose to ignore is that one star which is willing to continue shining for you, even if your glance remains elsewhere.

ps: happy valentines day btw

Silence

2010-01-19T07:13:00.000-08:00

"People forget they have options. And they forget that those things really don't matter.

They should concentrate on what they have not what they don't have.

And by the way, wishing and dreaming doesn't mean concentrating on what you don't have, it's positive thinking that encourages hoping and believing, not whining and moaning." — C. Ahern

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I'm in love with black&white lately, so i decided to make this post full with my b&w photoshoot :)

I Think I'm Losing My Mind

2010-01-17T07:37:00.000-08:00

You're all i need.

Fuck (you).

I say i'm fine when i'm really not.

Bali

2009-12-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

Last holiday, i went to Bali with my mom and grandmother. This vacation is special for my birthday present. Yup! I turned to 13th last Sunday.

Barong Dance.

Bali Bird Park.

Nggggg, i forgot this place name ._.

Tanah Lot.

The last 3 pictures was taken at Kuta.

This is the greatest birthday gift that i've ever had. Thanks mom :)
*btw, sorry for the watermarks. I forgot that today's still 2009. I'm too excited for 2010 -_-

True

2009-12-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

Outside i'm smiling, but inside i'm crying :'D

New Family Member

2009-11-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

First, i want to introduce you with my new family member. They're.....

Ms. Fuji Cheki (Lorelei)

and....

Mr. Holga 120 CFN (Kiefer)
Thankyou mommy! Btw click here to see my another 'children'.
*sorry for bad quality pictures

Words From My Diseased Mind

2009-10-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

Model: Luqyana Rifa Mufida
Slit your wrists to the new born revolution,
This broken class act’s getting to bore me, because he’s got me thinking.
I’m slowly sinking in this thing called glory.
We’re flying out in paper planes and my hands are shaking off again,
My gun is useless and my knife has bled.
And it’s raining down, scrubbing out my name.
Screaming out to the leading man
This all that bastard’s plan. but nobody hear will listen hard.
All they do is silently play their part.
And as the gunman aims his fear,
I can’t help but wonder why I’m here, i’m just a pawn whose life means shit.
And now they’re fucking murdering it.
Captured by the liberty.
My heartbreak’s lullaby.
Falling for the enemy, my final way to fly.
Strained against an edge. I have push to let me fall to claw away my dignity.
No better than to crawl.-------------

Spell It: B-O-R-E-D

2009-10-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

Bored
Bored.

Bored.
Nothing to do.
So i decided to took my bedroom pictures.

1. My bookcase
2. Lets watch the "black box"
3. Another spot on my room

My New 'Children'

2009-09-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

My mom gimme 4 OLD CAMERA! It's my grandfather collection.

1) Fuji Xpose (i call it Etzel)
2) Olumpus Trip 35 (i call it Mackenzie)
3) Minolta XG-1 (i call it Dadeline)
4) Edixa Reflex (i call it Avery)
:D

2009-09-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

10 Tips For A Happier Life:

1. Don’t worry.
Worry is the least productive of all human activities and thoughts.

2. Don’t let needless fears preoccupy your life.
Most of things we fear never happen!!!

3. Don’t hold grudges.
That is one of the biggest and most unnecessary weights we carry through our lives.

4. Take on one problem at a time.
It’s the only way to handle things anyway; one by one.

5. Don’t take your problems to bed with you.
They are bad and unhealthy companions for good natural sleep and rest.

6. Don’t take on the problems of other people.
They are better equipped to handle their own problems than you are.

7. Don’t live in the past.
It will always be there in your memories to enjoy. But don’t cling to it. Concentrate on what is happening right now in your life and you will be happy in the present and not just the past.

8. Be a good listener.
It is only when one listens that one gets and learns ideas different from ones own.

9. Do not let frustration ruin and rule your life.
Self pity more than anything interferes with positive actions with moving forward in our lives.

10. Count your blessings.
Don’t even forget the smallest blessings. As many small blessings add up to large ones.

I thought i couldn't do that...

What Do You Think?

2009-09-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

my mother got this email from her friends:

a true story
picture of the husband bring food to his wife and gave his full attention....

when he returned after searching for food, he was surprised to see his wife had died, so touching. her husband tried to shake his wife's body to realize ... really rare behavior in the animal world ...

realized that his wife was dead, the husband cries for his wife ...

The husband paused stiff beside his wife and he kept calling his wife, his heart is broken over the death of his wife ...

and finally he realized that his wife would not return again

................
many people are crying emotion when she saw this picture in America and Europe. reported that the photographer sold these pictures to the famous newspaper in France and each piece of the newspaper already sold out when published ...

Are you still think that animals didn't have a feelings?

Too Cute To Forget

2009-09-04T03:27:00.000-07:00

model: my 2 little cousin

I always love taking kids picture. They're cute, aren't they?
:)

2009-08-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

HK, 2007

I'd like to live in a new city.
Where i don't know anyone.

The Young Victoria

2009-08-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

Prince Albert: Then you had better master the rules of the game until you play it better than they can.
Victoria: You don't recommend I find a husband to play it for me?
Prince Albert: I should find one to play it with you, not for you.

Victoria: I'm sure you're aware why I wished you to come here. Because it would make me happier than anything, too happy really, if you would agree to what I wish.
Prince Albert: And stay with you?
Victoria: And stay with me.
Prince Albert: And marry you?
Victoria: And marry me!

Prince Albert: I had two very good reasons. First, I am replaceable and you are not.
Victoria: You are not replaceable to me!

-the end-

(source). thanks for the recomendation anyway, i just watched this movie and it's very beautiful

Trip

2009-07-15T19:31:00.000-07:00

*click to enlarge*
Arab, 2008

Clouds

2009-06-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

Things were getting better,
Things were looking bright,
It was as perfect as summer weather.

Fcuk

2009-05-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

You know what? Yes, i have changed.
I’m not as nice as i used to be, because i don’t want to get used or walked over.
I don’t wanna trust some stranger and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch.
I have changed because i have realized that i'm the only person i can depend on.

That’s for all of you who loves judge & underestimate me. Get the picture?

Don't Ever...

2009-05-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

Don’t ever let people tell you that you aren’t good enough.
Because you are.

Don’t ever give up your dreams.
Because you need them.

Don’t ever compromise your morals.
Because they make you who you are.

Don’t ever hide your feelings.
Because someone’s willing to hear them.

My mom and her friends when they're young.
Don’t ever live your life in the past.
Because then you’ll miss out on the now.

Don’t ever think you’ve got it all figured out.
Because the next moment you won’t.

Don’t ever let people bring you down.
Because they don’t deserve to.

Don’t ever be someone you aren’t
Because then you’ll never know you who really are.

Don’t ever let someone tell you how you feel
Because it’s not their right to.

My cousin.
Don’t ever give up something that feels right.
Because it probably is.

Don’t ever worry about the petty things.
Because they just don’t matter.

Don’t ever run away from your problems.
Because they always find you.

Don’t ever be afraid to take risks.
Because they make life worth living.

Don’t ever let someone take away your happiness.
Because it was never theirs to take.

Got this from my friend. She tagged me this on Facebook.

Random Shoot

2009-04-30T18:37:00.000-07:00

Oreo Cheesecake from Soho.

My old Good Charlotte & Fall Out Boy albums.

Wanna play the piano?

From my friends :)

"I'm still painting flowers to you."

Kseniya Simonova

2009-04-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

She's Kseniya Simonova, a sand artist from Ukraine.

She's awesome, isn't she? For more videos, click here

I Don't Know

2009-03-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know how this all started,
or where that spark first ignited.

Flashback

2009-03-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

My boredom sketch with my private teacher.

(click for the bigger)
Okay...we're talented, huh? Lollll :-P

Signs & Words

2009-02-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

Destiny

2009-01-19T00:52:00.000-08:00

She's seeing the world,
writing her own destiny.

Bored

2009-01-09T20:04:00.000-08:00

I'm bored.
I wanted to sleep but i couldn't.
What should i do?

Sweet

2008-10-24T22:43:00.000-07:00

"John and I came from very different places. We were man and woman, we were from the West and the East. Each of us represented totally different social strata as well.
We came from extreme opposites.
So in some ways, we were very different from each other, but then in another way we were totally together.
By the way, we were very aware of that symbolism, and also how people hated us for it. We were two people who transcended the positions they were suppose to adhere to.
We didn't get together just to do that, but we felt that it was very magical that we fell in love with each other and understood each other totally in spite of all the differences."
- Yoko Ono

Sweet couple :')

New Blog, First Post

2008-10-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hey it's my new blog and first post, i'll share about my story and whatever on this blog.
Enjoy this fellas

Btw, i'll introduce myself. My name is Sheila Deasi, you can call me Sheila. Aaaaand my birthday is on 13 December, you can send me a gift if you want on my birthday :-P

Enjoy this blog :-)